Well I haven't been on Xanga in quite some time.. I can't remember what I last posted so I will just say that my husband and I got married last December so our anniversary is coming up. We have moved to a base in California and have been starting our lives together. I am typing this at 1 o' clock in the morning because I can't sleep. He is at duty so he hasn't been home all day and won't be home until late tomorrow. I can't fall asleep with out him in the bed unless I pass out from sheer exhaustion which I'm no where near right now. I cried for the first time in several months today after hearing that my husbands unit is deploying this winter. This will be the first deployment I will be going through and I'm not quite sure what to expect. I don't know if he will miss our wedding anniversary or my birthday or even the exact date he will be leaving.. All I know if when he does leave.. I will have to exhaust myself every night for 7 or more months until he returns to our bed where he belongs. A lot of people take the fact that they have their boyfriend, girlfriend, husband, wife, or fiance or even family close to them.  Take it from me.. enjoy it. I live 3000 miles away from my closest family member and in a few months 3000 miles won't seem very far compared to where my other half will be.. Anyone who has experienced this can tell you that. I think I might start a new blog on a different site.. But I'm not sure where to do it.. I want some place that is strictly blog.. not photo sites or places to promote stuff. I just need to get my thoughts out of my head.

So Ladies and Gents. Being a MilSo I am missing my husband, and my best friends seem to have better things to do then care.. 
So fed up with life right now, and he is the only thing that keeps me sane.

Only the red dot would be a whole hell of a lot bigger and take up pretty much my whole heart.♥

So True, only in reverse. He is the bed hog and knows it. He also hogs the blankets and steals my pillow. But it gives me a reason to use him as one. :)♥

So true, We met in highschool. He would stare at me from across the lunch table and would never talk.. so I finally confronted him and we started hanging out :)♥

I'm one step, day, week, tear, heartbeat closer to seeing him and feeling his arms around me :) 
Can not wait! ♥♥♥ 

As you can tell, I love cats.. More than I like dogs but I may do another post on them. 
What are your favorite animals, I might do a post on them :)

Bye loves..♥